Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 91
Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 91
A Revelation Or Two ALEJANDRO Her heart thudded as she fought back her tears at my refusal . I knew she wanted to run from
me but I refused to let her go . I sat up and looked down at her . Although she was in my lap , she was still so much smaller than
me . She bit her lip , looking away .
I placed a kiss on her forehead , inhaling her tempting scent . She was my fucking home , the place I wanted to be ... but I
needed to tell her this now . ” I don’t know if there’s ... ” I trailed off . Fuck . How do I tell her that she’s pregnant ... ? Since I
woke up , I knew I had to fucking tell her , but how ?
” Alejandro ... What is it ? ” She asked softly . ” What do you think of pups ? ” I asked bluntly . She blinked , looking confused . ”
Pups ? They’re cute ... ” Want to be a mama ? ”
Ok , fuck , that sounded stupid . It seemed Kiara thought so too when she blushed and let out an awkward laugh . ” 1 ” Umm
yeah ... Let’s not jump the gun ... ” She said . I didn’t miss her gaze dipping to my dick . ” Not the best chat up line ...
” ” Yeah , I was making a fucking fool out of myself . How the fuck do I tell her ... ? I didn’t even know how to be fucking nice .
Maybe I should just do this how I usually would ... I gave her a mocking smirk .
” I don’t need to have chat up lines ready when we both know I get you turned on without even having to fucking try . ” I said
arrogantly . She gave me a scornful gaze . ” Yeah , I can see what kind of affect I’m having on you too . ” She retorted . Ok , now
we were going off fucking topic ...
I placed my hand on her thigh , stroking it to calm her spiking temper . ” So ... about pups ... Not sure if you know or not , I’m not
a werewolf , I’m a fucking Lycan . The rules of needing to mark someone to get them knocked up don’t seem to apply to me ..... ”
She raised an eyebrow and I took a breath . Here goes fucking nothing ... ” You’re already pregnant , sweetheart ” Yeah , being
me was so fucking easy . Her face drained of colour as she clamped her hand over her mouth , her heart racing . Ok , now what
the fuck do I do ? Shit , she’s going to freak the fuck out ... Stop thinking with your fucking head Al ... Just do what feels right .
I let go of her waist and she tried to clamber off my lap , but I gripped her wrist , pulling her back so this time I was carrying her
sideways as I wrapped my arms around her firmly . I was trying not t o focus on her boobs .
She sure was fine . ” Look ... If you don’t want it , we can ... get rid of it . ” It actually fucking hurt saying those words . How the
fuck could it hurt when I didn’t even know of its existence until last night ? I could hear her racing heart and I really wished I knew
what the fuck was going through her mind . ” Do you want me to get rid of it ?
” She asked quietly , placing her hand on her stomach . Well , I sure as fuck wasn’t expecting that question . ” It’s your body ...
your choice . What I want doesn’t fucking matter . ” I said without even having to think .
Yeah , I’d love to say keep it , but I had to remember she was only eighteen . Although it was common for our kind to have kids
early , I still wanted her to be ready for it . We were already going through hell , and now we were adding a fucking pup to the
mix , just to make matters worse ...
KIARA I couldn’t think straight . From the moment he said I was pregnant , I had gone into shock . Did he want it ? I knew
instantly that I would never get rid of it , o r even consider harm to come to it . I felt a warm fuzzy feeling fill me up before I asked
him if he wanted me to get rid of it . ” My choice ... ” I said after he replied . ” Do you want pups ? ” I couldn’t bring myself to look
at him .
” Before ? Na , not really . Yours , yeah ... But what I want shouldn’t influence your decision . ” He said in his same arrogant toné
, 2 One I realised with time just hid his real emotions . ” So , if I were to keep it ... You would support me ?
forehead against the side of m y head . I looked up at him , my nose brushing his , making my heart pound . Although I knew the
sheer reality of me being pregnant hadn’t settled in , his words had .
He was making my heart melt with every small action he did . The memory of him and Jasmin felt so small compared to
everything we had . I needed to just move o n from it all and I think I could . I caressed my stomach , unable to believe that I had
a life in there . My baby , our baby .
I looked up at him , paying attention to his short beard , his angled jaw and the arrogant pout that was always on his face . His
onyx eyes were so dark you could barely differentiate the pupil from the iris . ” I forgive you . ” I whispered , ” Completely .
I want to move on from it all . I want to be with you , Alejandro . ” There I said it ... now it all depends on if he forgives me . I
could hear his heart racing , his eyes full of surprise at my words , and something else that made my stomach flutter .
” Do you forgive me ? ” I asked softly . I saw concern settle in his eyes as he cupped my face in his calloused hand , caressing
my cheek with his thumb . His intense gaze made my stomach flutter like crazy . ” There’s nothing to forgive . But I don’t want
this pup to influence your decision . ” He said seriously . ” It’s not ... ” I said quietly as he looked away . Suddenly I realised that
regardless of if I forgave him or not , it seemed he needed t o forgive himself first .
” I don’t think I’ve earned that yet .
” He said quietly . ” I hurt you too ... Al , please- ” He cut me off , his thumb rubbing against my lip . ” You should think over this
decision too ... A pup can be fucking hard . I know you want to keep it , but don’t rush your decision .
” He said , his gaze was fixed on my lips . My heart was pounding . ” I know , but I’m sure you know by now that I make decisions
very fast , and once I do , I don’t back off .
” I said , now resting my head on his shoulder . Life was so full of surprises and one thing was clear , everyone’s story was
different . I just hoped I would get my happy ending too . ” I know ... But I think we’ve both made enough rash decisions to learn
to actually sit back and just think first for once . Can’t believe I’m saying this fucking shit .
” He said making me smile . ” Oh yeah ? When did the mighty Lycan king get so wise ? ” I teased , looking up at him . ” When he
fucking fell in love so fucking hard that all he sees is his nympho queen.” He said quietly, his eyes now meeting mine.